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Thursday, December 30, 2010

Those last three weeks in December can be described with only THREE WORDS:

Tiresome. (again.)

Adrenaline Rush Prone.

And, of course,

VICTORIOUS ! ^^.

To make myself clear, I’m gonna make a short summary of each day that I failed to mention and post in my blog (sorry anyway, Bloggie !).


December 13 (Christmas Party/Riot)

All of my classmates were thrilled. Who wouldn’t be when you get to have a Christmas Party (though the classroom where we were assigned to do our party sucked)? Other universities can’t have one so we were among the lucky ones to be able to celebrate.

I brought along a camera to capture the moments to be treasured in the future andfor the compulsory passing of documentation about the party (besides, we’re afraid of the notorious SANCTIONS).

The Jabawalkers actually planned an aftershock outing but we were too tired to roam around the city so we rested in the Eagle office instead. I for one was really looking forward to that planned outing but then the low battery of the camera discouraged me otherwise.

But in the end, I enjoyed it though we were irritated yet again by “M.H.P.I.T.W.” (she definitely is an A-Hole. ^^,).


December 14, 15 and 16

PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE.

The Kinema Cum Kinetics contest in the Literary part of our Intramurals week needs a lot of it-and that is exactly what us participants are doing within these days. Filled with late-arrival-at-home-resulting-to-scolding-sessions-with-grandmother days, tiring whole-day practices at HE 104 (which is located far enough to make me catch my breath), and lessened privileges to enjoy the different events during the day. But despite our fatigue, we learned a lot of techniques which can be very useful in the near future if our upperclassmen will graduate leaving us the responsibility to guard our colleges’ throne as the grandslam champions. And we really know that its gonna be WORTH IT. (:


December 17

Finally, the day of the Literary competition has arrived. In the morning we had only 3 hours of preparations and practice. I can tell that all of us were not prepared but had no choice but to be. We had our early lunch and then did make-up. The competition took place in the USEP Social Hall. Our event started at 2:00 pm. All in all I can say that we were good. Based on the audiences’ reactions and the huge applauses we get right after we built a structure, we were confident but at the same time unsure of our victory.

The evening program was concentrated on the Musical Contests. M AND MY FRIENDS WATHCHED THE singing & dance contest and the MTV Spoof. It was all so hilarious and we didn’t mind going home late at night because of the entertainment value of the show. Besides, after the program, they announced the winners of the Literary event… and, WE WON. WE ACTUALLY WON !

As we (Gem, RM, Karin and Me) were walking to the main highway to ride our respectful jeepneys’ homeward-bound, my mother texted me to wait for her at the kanto Conpinco because she was going to fetch me. It occurred to me that it was my golden opportunity to actually show her how hard it is to find a jeep for me to ride on at that time of night & to make that the proven reason for my late arrivals at home.

But then, she invited me over to join her friend to Torres Street (the street better known as A Drunk’s Paradise. Haha !). I was shocked-completely but at the same time thrilled. Thrilled to think about the possibility to finally see my mom get drunk. (:

With their foreign pals, my mom and her friend drank-and I did too, of course. Well, its not my fault…Actually, my mom let me finish her bottles (which were only half-empty ! But I didn’t mind. --,). I noticed my mom; when drunk, is very HYPER and ECCENTRIC. That didn’t surprise me. I was dizzy as I crossed the street to hail a jeep at around 12:45 am. At home, only a little scolding took place. Akward. But that’s good, right ?hahaha…


December 18 and 19

Nothing much happened, I guess.

I woke up late (as usual and as expected) and with a hangover. I had a lot of chores to do and I was tired.

Tired of doing nothing.

Though I did a lot of things, it meant nothing to me.

Everything at present was a blur. But anything I remembered from yesterday was so clear to my remembrance.

This just means that happiness leaves a mark while sadness is just plain unmemorable. That is, however, according to me. Results may vary.


December 20

MY THINGS !

Lying there in the depths of the Eagle Publication office are my things !

HOW COULD I ?!

(--,) haha…DRAMA QUEEN. XP

When I woke up I planned to go to school to get all of my stuff so that I can arrange and study them (whatever action is necessary).

My friends told me that Mr. Not Happy was there, too. I , like any other lovesick teenager, got excited to see him. At the covered court, the Christmas party for the Nograles scholars met.

I don’t want to go on and describe this day. All I want to say is that this day was quite… NERVE-WRACKING and EYE-OPENING.

Realizing the things I have been doing to him and for him and how these things were invisible to him but very painstaking to me was quite…I dunno…STUPID,I guess.


December 22 and 23 and 24 (in the morning)

DAWN MASS

“SIMBANG-GABI”

Or as what the teenagers of today call

“EARLY-MORNING-FREEDOM-TO-CHIT-CHAT”

Me and my bestfriend planned to attend this king of mass at every 4:30 am at the nearby church St. Joseph. Though we didn’t complete all 9 mornings, it was okay for us. We just want to sacrifice even just 3 mornings for god. Some people just want to complete those for the rumored wish-come-true effect. I think that myth just alters the main thought and reson for attending dawn mass. You should attend it to commemorate our Saviours’ birth for our salvation and doing a sacrifice of your own for Him.

As we listened to the on-going mass, I looked at the faces of the teenagers present there, too (which was, like, half of the population). They were not paying attention to the homily but to their friends’ stories and etcetera.

UNGRATEFULNESS.

I am sometimes guilty of this kind of sin, mistake or fault. It makes me want to ask God why He saved and why He loves us when our attitude is like this. But i believe that we should not question His love for us but otherwise, we should be very thankful and love Him just the same…even more if we could.


December 24

Our home had trouble finding the Christmas spirit.

Me and Jhay Anne went to Mana Davao (in vain) to do some picture-taking.

We had our Noche Buena at my Aunt Marilyn’s house. It was bountiful. We lacked spirit. All in all, it was just in spite of and not because of.

Yes, I got a lot of gifts, but those who gave me and my other relatives gifts were the ones who didn’t even receive. It made me feel awful. But it made me determined to study hard and finish it so that I can have a job. And when I do, I swear I’m gonna give gifts to everyone. Young and old. Naughty and nice. (:


December 25 (Jesus' Birthday)

I had no sleep. Which made me cranky.

My job was to eat all the leftovers (this has been my job over the Christmas vacation anyway. ).

I played with the laptop like crazy (because of a certain game called “Ravenhearst”…CURSE YOOOOU !)

And most of all…

It’s the day of His birth.

And all I want to say is…

THANK YOU.

SORRY.

I WILL DO MY BEST. (:


December 26

The aftershock celebration.

Me and my cousin went to the movies. We watched “Dalaw” and “Shake, Rattle and Roll 12”. It was fun. (:

But then again, I got tired. I grow tired very quickly these past few days. And I don’t know why.


December 27

The Start of a Brand New Kind of Pain.

My right hand just surprisingly hurt. I can’t even move my thumb because of the pain. It hurt like hell.

While I was resting, it occurred to me that I haven’t done my assignments yet. Then I thought of writing only to find out that I cannot even carry the pen !

To do what you really want to do but can’t because of muscle pain is really quite a nuisance. Especially if you’re on a deadline.

The lessons I learned from this injury of mine are:

NEVER PROCRASTINATE (anymore).

NOTICE THE IMPORTANCE IN THE THINGS THAT YOU NEVER THOUGHT WAS IMPORTANT.

My injury also taught me how to use Lefty-my left hand more often. It did a lot of things that Righty did before. I think it served Lefty some justice. But to me, Lefty’s justice is painful.

You happy now, Lefty ?!


December 28

It’s my grandmother’s birthday. Yippee. DUH. As if I care.

Oh, to think of it. Yah, I do ! I care about the food anyway.

Hidden grudges don’t just disappear because it’s the persons’ birthday, you know.

Some of my cousins came to our house for dinner. Chit-chatting is one of my favorite things to do with them. I just hate it whenever I get distracted because I need to do chores.

The climax of this days’ event was definitely the FOOD. I ate Brazo doe Mercedes jelly roll which is equivalent to heaven. I also chowed down my grandmother’s famous Bam-i.

and right now, I’m starting this blog entry. Maybe I’m gonna finish at around 4:00am. But it doesn’t matter. I’m not yet sleepy anyway. This is the result once you get addicted to blogging and Ravenhearst. (SIGH)

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I Miss My Blue Teddy Bear. :'(


Why did i lend it to him in the first place ?!? T_T

BUT...

I DO NOT REGRET IT. :)

Sometimes, i tend to get very pathetic over things that are TEMPORARY, NONSENSE & SUPERFICIAL. Like, for instance, easily getting nostalgic if i remember something that's not mine anymore. Now, that's what i call IRONY.

There's not much to write about today. All need to do and think about now is my FUTURE, PAST & most importantly, MY BLUE TEDDY BEAR "HANNJAY".


(By the way, i just wanna ask myself :

WHY IN THE WORLD DID I MAKE "BABY SHOWER" THE TITLE OF MY BLOG POST YESTERDAY ?!? )

Though i don't really know how to answer myself, i will just make my adoration toward Kuya JC the reason of my weird title yesterday and why i can't stop thinking about my teddy. XD


Don't forget to...





Monday, December 6, 2010

Baby Shower (:


What happened last night can only be described as… REVEALING.



Last Monday night,after going to the UCYM Church meeting, i learned a lot...

Much about when NOT to judge a person just by looking on the outside.



At around 8:55 pm, the service ended. We were outside the church premises and still worried about the condition of the speaker that night ( which was Kuya JC, our upperclassman from the same course ). His house was, as he described it, cold. A lot of quarrels, cold war and misunderstanding , according to him, existed. And it is awkward. He wanted to get away from it all so he decided to sleep in my other churchmates' home... But after he got his belongings from his house, he turned the other cheek...He decided not to run away from home because he might just add the risk of getting into bigger trouble if he did that. So he went with us to wait for a jeepney to ride on... Before i rode that jeep, i deposited my blue teddy to him for the night.


i told kuya JC...


"Kausapin mo muna siya , Kuya. Alam ko na kailangan mo ng kausap mamaya. :)"


I think he was stunned and surprised at what i did. I got surprised at myself , too! For me, it was my own little way to ease his sorrow. I can't think of anything else at that time. At least i didn't feel guilty at the end for having done nothing for him.


"I CAN RELATE."


Now that he has my teddy bear, i don't think i want it back. :)






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Sunday, December 5, 2010

CHRISTMAS isn't just about EATING.. :D

MONDAY. MONDAY ? MONDAY ! (Oo.)

I ACTUALLY FORGOT THAT TODAY IS MONDAY !!!

How stupid and forgetful can i get ?!? Again i got late for my first subject (which is , by the way, my major ENGLISH) but i didn't worry. Sir Comidoy ,(my English professor) maybe, is used to my tardiness.


But... ENOUGH TALK about MY WEEK !

Let me start the month of December by wishing everyone a
" Merry-19-days-to-go-Christmas " !!!

How can i forget the holiday that fattens me up and gets me ready for the new school year that is full of fasting, sleep deprivation and sickness ??? No, i will NEVER forget.

As inevitable as always, our 'inter-barkada' exchange of gifts took place. Well, i won't mention the name i picked out though my blog IS NOT FAMOUS - YET... (lol). I don't want to take the risk at getting caught. The suspense and excitement will just be fade away; along with the whole idea and reason why we had our exchange of gifts. But Christmas is not all about the gift-giving, the 'simbang-gabi', or the mouth-watering foods/snacks present on the table during noche buena.

It is about how we got eternal life and our salvation just because of
the birth of a little
boy in a manger...


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My next agenda is about My NEW POEMS and how i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE COMMENTS !!! Read them and let me know what you think... Its in the Rhyming Thoughts section on the left wing of my blog. Shown there are the titles...The first page is my Autobiography. It is just a summary because, well, you know, the internet isn't safe... no matter how hard-to-guess your password is. I can say that because just last week, my Facebook account got hacked. But fortunately, i recovered it by changing my password. (Phew !)



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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

"COPYRIGHT LAW"

The title of my post today is "COPYRIGHT LAW" because of two reasons:

1.)
Our class in Politics and Governance earlier this morning was parallel to HELL...or to make it less harsh... PURGATORY.
2.)I just finished publishing some of my poems in Rhyming Thoughts ! :D I am very thrilled about it but at the same time anxious-SELFISHLY ANXIOUS.


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I am SELFISHLY ANXIOUS (if there is such a feeling) because I am the type of person who; of all the bad traits of a person in the world, HATES SECOND-RATE, TRYING HARD COPYCATS. For me, publishing my poems here can jeopardize my originality and privacy that's why I'm having second thoughts about making a blog before.
I know it is an act of selfishness but I JUST CAN'T HELP IT !!! Who can blame me anyway ? If I can meet even just ONE PERSON who enjoys making great and hard-to-do works of art just for other people to use without even recognizing them, I would then regard myself as foolish and selfish.

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***-this WEEKS RECAP-***

MONDAY - tired.
TUESDAY - tired 2.o.
WEDNESDAY - more tired.
THURSDAY - very tired.
FRIDAY - WILL BE ABSOLUTELY tired.


♥♥♥~Hope next week won't be this tiresome... :)